Sooooo - Here goes! My first blog attempt :)  I KNOW you've all wondered for a LOOOONG time how this crazy brain of mine works and what I could POSSIBLY be thinking...here's your big chance to find out :) :) :)


You all will have to bear with me as I figure everything out...but this adoption journey has created some crazy emotions and some AMAZING "love notes" from our Savior....and I wanted a place to share them with you all so you could join in this journey - and come away thinking I was crazier than you already thought! LOL


For today....I can tell you that spiritual warfare is alive and well. I always believed that Satan would try to put roadblocks up for me, and steal the JOY I knew the Father wanted me to feel and allow doubts to creep up where He wanted faith...but I NEVER have known it soooo strong as I have these last months.


So pray for me please! Pray for my growing family...pray for my girls at home anxiously waiting a little sister...pray for a little girl somewhere across the ocean....pray that she is happy and safe and warm and loved...pray for me that I have peace thru this journey...and pray for the hubs that he is free of stress as he leads us on this crazy adventure....I covet your prayers!


Aaaaannnnnd - THANK YOU for your support! I am sure if you are reading this that at some point you have loaned me a listening ear, added to our adoption fund, prayed for us, or supported us in some way! THANK YOU! You will never know how much I appreciate you :) Embarking on this adoption was one of the scariest things I have ever done...for many reason.....(but that's for another post!) and having a supportive network of friends, family, and fellow adoptive mommas has been a lifesaver to me, and I couldn't do it without you!


So welcome to Our McCray-Z Life! We McCray's have some pretty crazy adventures, and I am excited to share with you where they take us!